yeah i'm a weirdo. nothing can change that about me. my compassion sometimes made me difficult to handle myself. i cant even understand myself sometimes. funny because i'm living in my own body for like what? 20 years now? huh nice knowing myself. well i have a lot to learn. not just studying but life as well. been reading a lot during my semester holiday and some peeps might find that boring, well it actually was kind to think of it, and a lot of music thing happened. found new bands that i like and listening to new songs from the bands i love. i'm still waiting patiently for TH's new album though and now my headphone is being a pain in the arse. definitely need to buy a new one. but i'm broke for the time being so that have to wait. anyway, i guess thats all. haha thanks for reading my very short post. i'm just bored and feel like typing. haha tschuss leute :)

hello. it's been a while. wait no. its been too long since i last posting stuff here. well everything's great for now. my roommates are fine. all of them are nice to me and we get a bit crazy at times. haha. so yeah. oh for this semester i get to live here in our Uni's hostel after 2 semesters i've stayed at home. not sure now which is better because when i'm at home i'm close to my family while in hostel i'm close to my friends if i need to ask them something specially when it comes to studying but maybe for the next semester i might stayed at home because my house is close to my Uni.

anyway, there's a lot of funny stuff that i wanted to share but not sure which to start first. hmm maybe i'll tell ya about the guys who dressed like girls that we (me, jojo, seken, wawa) saw the other day because wawa wanted to try to eat at Mary Brown Bandaraya. it was heck funny that we started to be noisy when the guys came in front of the restaurant. there were 2 guys at first and oh my god, they are so pretty specially the guy who wore black jacket and pale grey skinny jeans. LIKE SERIOUSLY?! suppose to be when guys wears skinny jeans you can see their muscles. like "i am a man" muscle. but they skinny jeans guy had no muscle. his legs are like us. very feminine. i really like his dressing tho. then after 5 minutes, came another 5 to 6 guys who i think is their group members. at first i thought they were foreign tourist because of their sort of blonde hair and their dress. they wore a thin colourful sort of bareback clothes but its not jeans. is it jumpsuit or something? not sure but yeah they're more like bareback clothes but its prettier. i was definitely surprised when all the 5 to 6 guys are guys and not tourist. there's one who wore a beach hat. he's pretty too but i like the one with the big red rose around his left side of his neck on his long hair. he looks like a superstar who's gonna perform soon. the way i saw him, he pretty much look like a diva which is amazing btw. they all surprising look VERY FEMININE. we said that if we were there we could only win when it comes to originality but dressing like that? sorry. we're not one of them. but i would to be friends with guys like this. specially the pretty ones. i think like they can help me out with shopping and make up and girl talk even tho they're guys. plus, they know how to take care of their facial. super smooth. how do they do that?

btw, while we're totally into the whole guys who are pretty, i noticed that the staff were smiling at us because we were definitely very noisy and that kinda attracts attention. funny that even the people who's eating there trying to take a peek for the pretty guys outside. it was fun tho.

so i'm having my finals right now. hopefully all will be well. keep praying that all of us will get in the dean list. wish me luck!

lol at the title xD

HELLO !

yeah here i am after these past few months not updating anything. haha i really wated to update stuff but yeahh whenever i'm online kinda forgot my real reason to be on the net. anyway so here's my cover of Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift ft. The Civil Wars. I. AM. IN. LOVE. WITH. THIS. SONG. ooh something's wrong with my caps lock button xD this song actually reminds me of my dear sister who's now very far away from and and very hard to see her. AND i've recorded this on the 25th of May where UKISS having a free concert for Hari Belia or National Youth Day here in Malaysia. kinda sad that i didn't get to see them :\ and it also reminded me of Emi and Fatin Arinah who i've known from twitter since the day i found them with Tokio Hotel. it's awesome to know someone who has the same interest with you :D

so here it is. enjoyyy :D

hello lovely people. so yeah Patah Seribu. a song that i love (for now..maybe) and directly practiced right after my final exam has ended. made a promise to myself that i might cover it so here it is! down below~! hee

btw, first thing first, i'm no professional singer so you might hear something a bit off key or something. plus, i kinda recorded this in the middle of the night so i kinda control my voice (probably..) and i hope you guys would enjoy it ^^

hi! this was supposed to be my #imagine tweet but it's jut too long. so i decided to put it on my blog and i wanna share it through all UKISS Fan bases that i know. i hope they did RT the tweet i linked to them >.<

btw i hope you like this. it just came to me this morning and i'm sorry if there's a lot of grammatical mistakes. i hope you'd understand. so yeahhh here it is . enjoy ^^

so yeah here i am posting again. it's just that i want to type it when its still fresh in my mind. it'll be suck if i forgot everything detailed =_="

3rd April 2012

this was the day where we called it "Cousins Only Hangout Day!" and this was where one of my cousin who works at Johor finally came back to us for a short 10 days break from work. i guess he's been very busy meeting his family and friends since then. when he's with us , it's his 8th day with his family. i said to him that we would hangout on the day before but due to some sickness i postponed the event. lol.

i woke up early during that day (well since i'm the driver i have to get ready much more earlier than them). so my passengers for the day were my sister and my lovely cuzzy, Jue. then we picked Alie up from his house where we kinda late i guess :P and head on to Center Point. when we're on our way, we suddenly talked about our other cousin who's in town which is our big Rajip. so we give him a call and thankfully he's already there. all we need to do was meet up.

finally we arrived. safely parked on the 6th floor because it's much more freely there rather than those floors below it. when we're on our way to the lift, Alie said he wanted to meet his girlfriend because she's there and was like "hey this is a NO girlfriend/boyfriend allowed" and he was like "it will be just a min". so yeah he did meet up with his girl TWO times and to be honest i don't like his girl but yeah who am i to judge.

first of all we were really hungry except for Rajip because he already ate with his friends. we ate at KFC yeah finger lickin' good.. i really like that rather than so G-double O-D good -.- ordered our food and took a sit wherever Jue and Rajip picked. while we're eating my mom and Nuar came to meet Alie. Nuar wanted to stay with us but mom have to bring him back home because he' sick. poor him.

Next destination, the kBox (short for karaoke box which mean a karaoke room?). i met my LONG LOST tuition friend. well not that lost its just that we haven't met for a very long time. Man or Rahman. who's a year younger than me but bigger than me. yeah i'm really small. compare me to my cousins from my mother's side including my 9-year-old cousin.... I AM VERY SMALL. I'M A DWARF WHEN I'M AROUND THEM *clears throat* but yeah even though i'm small, i'm big in heart :P back to Rahman, yup met him and paid a room for us for two hours to sing. you bet we sing our heart out. haha. and the most Romantic song? no i mean a very feeling song? it was Rajip's. and guess what? the title is Feelings  LOL xD we kinda like mock him with that song but he said that was his dad's song. so we kinda shut up? NO friggin' way. haha. after two hours almost end, i asked my sis to top up for our time for thirty minutes. it was that they were like "hey wasn't this supposed to end? i saw the time was about six minutes left.. why is this still playing?" i guess until now they never knew :P well at least we had fun ^^

after that, we bought a phone/key-chain. mine, as always, it has to be a Domo and it's cute x3 and we bought ice cream! my favorite dessert. mine was banana tropicana like always *nyummmmmmmm!* then we're trying to find a phone cover for Jue and me. we kinda walked a lot that day and it was very tiring and the result? we end up with buying nothing. dang~ so yeah we head home safely by sending Rajip first, then Alie and lastly ourselves Aein, Jue and me.

alhamdulillah. finally my final exam is over. came back home with a big smile :) oh! my cats and rabbits are happy to see me as soon as i get off from the car. right after my i put off my stuff in the house, i came and greet them one by one. anywayy. our cat named July has a kitty!! she's adorable with her very blur face :3 and ohmaigosh! we have a quadruplet of baby rabbits! still both kitten and baby rabbits doesn't have their name yet. maybe someday they will :)



oh and to my dear friends, gangsterlicous and those who know me, i will miss you guys! for this 2months of holiday, i guess there will be more stories to tell :D

yeah! finally last paper to go! :D i can't wait for all this studying thing to stop for a while. my brain will explode if this keeps up. lol exaggerating much.

okay now lets get to the topic. last night i was inspired by a friend of mine's words about life in his blog. during our high school days, he was the kind who kinda bullies people i guess but not too much. he always speak up what's on his mind. no matter if he's talking to a guy or a girl. he'll speak it right out. but one thing i know about him is that he's a mama's boy? well kinda like that. he used to be big and chubby and really really smart even though he's the "bad" student. i know he's good deep inside him and he's kinda the one who goes baby stuff when he's with someone he love. but now whenever i read/look at his facebook and read his blog, he's not what he used to be. he seem kinda more experienced in life and saying that people change when they grow up but still keep the kid inside him with him which really made me like wow you've really changed a lot my friend. and he's getting thinner and more matured in his way. but the getting thin part is where i feel very challenged because i was getting chubby now... i guess? lol. anyway, here are his words.

Maybe back in the old days i'd be hyped up and just go with the flow of stuffs , in a childish way , but we're all grown ups aren't we ? Hahahaha accept it , everyone changes . Nobody stays the same , the important thing is to grow up but still retain a stron inner child in you . The one that's curious and playful ! Those values mean a lot , shows how you deal with stuffs and how you go by your day . Yerp , pretty save for me to say I've changed quite a lot since high school ! The way i handle things and all those stuff . My friend said i even changed the way i smile haha ! The reason people thinks i'm gay , the way i smile ? Maybe it's because i smile for a different reason nowadays , but it's quite obvious the happy go lucky jolly boy ain't behind that smile anymore !

 this really really inspired me! his words got stuck in my mind since i read his post. i guess you'll understand life as you get older and more experienced with it. plus, i almost cried when i read his post. i hope he'll have a great life and be happy always :)

 Thank you Razdan for teaching me a little bit about life :)

ahhh! finally... two more papers to go.. which is on 26th and 31st of March. Physics and Calculus 2. oh btw, its our final exam month this March. hee forgot to mention about it >.<

anyway anyhow, so yup. 2 more to go. and i'll do my best and keep on fighting till the last piece of number i'll write. aja aja hwaiting!  lol. exaggerating much? xD 


wish me all the best for this semester kay? ^^

P.S: i'm guessing that this would be my very 1st short post for this year. lol~ who cares xD

anyway, the cultures that I'm a fan of are German, Korean, Japan, France, Greek and Arab. for German, Korean and Japan, i learn by myself which is hard cuz i don't have someone to talk to. maybe after I've finish my diploma or degree, i wanted to learn these languages and maybe more. I'll add Mandarin to the list too.

more over, i can read German and Korean (Hangul) but i don't know what it means (poor me lol) and that's why i want to learn them. BTW, I'm doing this not just because I'm a fan of some bands and singers (specifically in German & Korean). i wanted to learn their way of talking & writing and their way of life. plus, the cultures are very different from Malaysia and i would like to visit these countries someday. not just that, I'm hoping i would have adopted families when i go to these countries and from time to time, i would like to visit them. gosh.. thinking about it makes me happy and it would be great if i could tweet in Hangul to the Korean artists that I'm a fan of. kyaa~

P.S: isn't he super HAWT?!! my gosh i can't believe this is him. why must he be 2years YOUNGER than me?! but i like it that he's tall ^^v my little brother has almost the same height as him though my brother is 15 while he's coming 18 this year. but i'm guessing he's getting taller than before because he look nearly tall as his hyungs. oh! btw, i hope you don't mind the things i wrote above this pic :P i am in love with him... and Hongki... and Joongki...... *crickets sound* anyway, IWILLDEFINITELYMEETYOUSOMEDAYNOMATTERWHEREEVERYOUAREWHENEVERYOUAREBECAUSEIAMYOURNUMBERONEFAN!
*panting* ♥ ;)

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. . . if you're in love with a person who's in love with another person, would you let him/her go? or just keep on waiting to make sure for the right time to confess to him/her?

. . . if the person you're in love with always be mad at you, keep on insulting and saying you're definitely not for him/her and swear a lot, would you let him/her go? or just swallow everything he/she said to you and keep on waiting?

. . . if you think you're in love with a person who's not seriously into you because he/she might just wanna be friends with you, would stay and be his/her friend? or keeping fantasies that you would be with him at some time? or ignore the friend zone and keep on waiting for him/her to be yours?

. . . if you think he/she's not exactly your typical type but actually he/she's "exactly" the one for you, would you ignore him/her? or just let it go with the flow? or might even consider trying to know him/her very well?

. . . if you're best friend is in love with you but you can't accept him/her because you think it's crazy, would you think at some other time to even consider it? or ignore the fact that he/she really can't pass the best friend zone?

. . . if you think you're strong enough to endure your last broken love, would you still find a person who's exactly like the one who broke your heart? would you always believe in what those sweet words he/she said to you? or you'd stay low and have fun to fix your inside?

. . . if you're having  second thoughts on the person you hate to become the person you would love, would you ignore that feeling because it would be an embarassment for your dignity? or try to open up?

i hope you guys would make the right choice when it comes to love or friendship. and i wish you guys all the best ! :)

hello peeps! it's been so long since i last posting here. due to very busy semester for me plus with a certain few weeks with no internet, blogging is limited. sigh. but i am ver active with my facebook and twitter cuz i've services from my mobile phone. so it's easier for me to be online there when there's no internet.

anyway anywho, i guess some of you must be wondering why my title post is about Mushroom Garden. well seriously i don't own any mushroom garden for REAL. its a game actually. an app that i found on apps store :)


 i am currently addicted to this game. ha! its funny cuz when it comes to games i'm very picky. so yup this game is one of the very lucky games that i played. CONGRATULATIONS! lol :P

this game is simple actually. you just have to choose which food button where it also displays the time for the funghi to sprout and when they have grown you can just harvest them with a tap or a swipe. oh i forgot to mention that this game is available only for apple iPhones and iPods and android phones. you can just search "Mushroom Garden" on the apps store and voila! you'll find this game.. [for itunes, just click >HERE<]

it's been a while since i've last posting on my blog and now this is my first post for 2012!! i hope it's still not late to wish happy new year >.<

anyway, for this new year i wished for the best in my life since i'm going to be 20 this year. sobs. i wished i'd change to a better person specially in academics. study hard and smart always (lol i feel like writing for someone's birthday card xD) and more......

so for this first post, i'm sharing a song/mv from a group of kPop band which is U-Kiss. i'm a kiss me now and a primadonna too ^^ sharing the love to all Kiss Me's. btw, i'm learning the dance moves too. xD