yeah! finally last paper to go! :D i can't wait for all this studying thing to stop for a while. my brain will explode if this keeps up. lol exaggerating much.

okay now lets get to the topic. last night i was inspired by a friend of mine's words about life in his blog. during our high school days, he was the kind who kinda bullies people i guess but not too much. he always speak up what's on his mind. no matter if he's talking to a guy or a girl. he'll speak it right out. but one thing i know about him is that he's a mama's boy? well kinda like that. he used to be big and chubby and really really smart even though he's the "bad" student. i know he's good deep inside him and he's kinda the one who goes baby stuff when he's with someone he love. but now whenever i read/look at his facebook and read his blog, he's not what he used to be. he seem kinda more experienced in life and saying that people change when they grow up but still keep the kid inside him with him which really made me like wow you've really changed a lot my friend. and he's getting thinner and more matured in his way. but the getting thin part is where i feel very challenged because i was getting chubby now... i guess? lol. anyway, here are his words.

Maybe back in the old days i'd be hyped up and just go with the flow of stuffs , in a childish way , but we're all grown ups aren't we ? Hahahaha accept it , everyone changes . Nobody stays the same , the important thing is to grow up but still retain a stron inner child in you . The one that's curious and playful ! Those values mean a lot , shows how you deal with stuffs and how you go by your day . Yerp , pretty save for me to say I've changed quite a lot since high school ! The way i handle things and all those stuff . My friend said i even changed the way i smile haha ! The reason people thinks i'm gay , the way i smile ? Maybe it's because i smile for a different reason nowadays , but it's quite obvious the happy go lucky jolly boy ain't behind that smile anymore !

 this really really inspired me! his words got stuck in my mind since i read his post. i guess you'll understand life as you get older and more experienced with it. plus, i almost cried when i read his post. i hope he'll have a great life and be happy always :)

 Thank you Razdan for teaching me a little bit about life :)