안녕! 👋🏼
잘 지냈어요? 제 이름은 민아 이에요. 저는 코타키나발루에 살아요. 하지만 지금은 인도네시아에서 공부하고 있습니다. 석진하고 동갑이에요. 한국어 잘 못해요. 지금 마음에서 우러나오는 대로 영어로 쓰겠습니다. 🙇🏻‍♀️

I was actually a bit late for the 작은시 MV premiere because it was raining here in Malang 🇮🇩 that afternoon and i was on my way going back home on a motorcycle. I was still drenched when i started watching the MV. watched it at most 7 times before i proceed to hearing the album on spotify because i had to see you guys one by one.  #OT7 🤟🏼

I love the MV! I admire the color tones. it was sooo beautiful. I can hear Halsey’s voice layered in chorus and harmonizing with you guys. The fact that she also sings some of them in Korean? 🤯 mad respect to her.

Proceeding to spotify, i listened to all. If i were to describe the 7 songs, it would be long and for this particular post, I’m hoping to keep it short. Because i love love love and adore all the 7 songs 💕

there are 2 tracks that actually killed me for somewhat 30 or so minutes 😅 that was when i heard the whole album again with translation. It started with Make It Right and stopped at HOME because i was bawling my eyes out. Literally. I had to stop because i was gonna have a celebration dinner with my friends for their small achievements. I went with swollen eyes and they thought something happened to me. so cutee

Bruh, Make it Right? I think it started on the 2nd verse when the tears turned to waterfalls. It was somehow i was appreciated. I was loved. I was a somebody to someone so big that my mind couldn’t comprehend the fact that you don’t even know who i am but you knew I existed. You knew me as ARMY. for that i am truly honored and a really HUGE thankyou. i can feel the love, the motivation to move forward. 

i can really say DNA made me really thought this was never a coincidence. becoming a fan of you really brings out the best of me. like truly is, i am comfortable with myself, i am happy with myself. i blocked out all negativity. and i'm glad i'm in this fandom. thankyou :')

- mina -

Hello January 2016. I know you wanted to sing Sorryyy hahaha. but seriously, i love that song.

Anyways, here i am. welcoming 2016 with a list of not-so-new-year resolution when i actually should be studying right now but since i haven't post for 2016...so why not? hehe. I'm hoping that this year is gonna be nice with me. although i bet there would be hardships but be optimist mina! here goes my list of new year resolution.

1. Make sure to read and review every topic everyday. my target is so that i can understand what am i gonna study for the next class and be prepare for myself. since the class is gonna be in Indonesian, at least i get what is the Professors/Doctors are talking about. 
2. Be diligent, say NO to laziness! i know i am such a lazybum so i need to stop myself from being lazy because as a medstudent, lazy is totally out of the equation. i wont do well in my academics if i'm lazy. therefore, you can do it mina!
3. Go ahead and be active with sports. my dad said make sure you play sports while you're there. you need oxygen in your body and at the same time to release the tension in your brain. and i did. i started to play badminton with Ghazi and Syukran as our coach. since i am that noob, i really do need a coach *cough*sebabkalahmatidenganizyan.sorryizyan*cough* because i sucked at that time. the seniors beat me down. feel bad for Izyan though. so, yes. badminton it is.
4. Study languages when i have free time. i think most knew how much i would love to speak in German, Japanese, Arab, Korean and other languages. so, why not i try to and self-thought myself like i used to.
5. Spend my money wisely. even though i'm here in Indonesia, doesn't mean i don't have to be thrifty right. i know most of my money goes to food but girl, my appetite sometimes amazed me. like come on mina! you just ate a mangkuk of bakso and mee ayam! heh. okay. therefore, spend it wisely. economics nowadays are bad. 
6. Make Mum and Dad proud! for this, i will do everything i can for them because of course they are my heart and soul so it is my duty to serve my parents. make them happy, less worry about their daughter named Mina. heheh. insya Allah my prayers to them to have a blessing life. love you ma and dad x
7. Take care and use the blade that is in my mouth wisely. people tend to think i'm always mad and angry all the time when i am actualy not. literally. whenever i gave advises and whatnot, most would say "sorry mina.""janganlah marah mina." maybe because i talk with emotion (?) and the tone made it sound mad (?). sigh. but i really do need to take care of it. please don't be offended when i talk. 

tadaaa~ my list is now complete. (i think) hopefully i will manage to do them all. insya Allah.

now, back to studying.

ada kalanya kita ingin berbicara tentang soal hidup kita...
ada kalanya tidak, kerana bagi kita ianya tidak penting.
tetapi aku yakin semua melalui benda yang susah dan juga yang senang.
kepada yang senang, syukur alhamdulillah.
kepada yang susah, tidak mengapa. teruskan berjuang.
tidak semestinya kau jatuh, terus jatuh selamanya.
ini masih awal.
masih belum terlambat untuk mencapai apa yang kau inginkan.
so, jangan mempersia-siakan apa yang kau dapat sekarang ni sebab kau sendiri tahu bukan semua orang boleh duduk di tempat kau sekarang ni.
never give up. when there's a will, there is a way.
# No Matter What, Fight On! - jargon angkatan kami.