Saturday, 7 April 2012

Patah Seribu

hello lovely people. so yeah Patah Seribu. a song that i love (for now..maybe) and directly practiced right after my final exam has ended. made a promise to myself that i might cover it so here it is! down below~! hee

btw, first thing first, i'm no professional singer so you might hear something a bit off key or something. plus, i kinda recorded this in the middle of the night so i kinda control my voice (probably..) and i hope you guys would enjoy it ^^

Friday, 6 April 2012

#imagine for KissMes around the world

hi! this was supposed to be my #imagine tweet but it's jut too long. so i decided to put it on my blog and i wanna share it through all UKISS Fan bases that i know. i hope they did RT the tweet i linked to them >.<

btw i hope you like this. it just came to me this morning and i'm sorry if there's a lot of grammatical mistakes. i hope you'd understand. so yeahhh here it is . enjoy ^^


You and Kiseop were a couple. Both of you love each other very dearly and are happy having each others. You guys are the type of couple who would only hold hands, hugs and kiss on the cheeks. Kinda a well mannered couple. Then one day you wanted to surprise him. You know he's afraid of heights (wonder how is he on plane sometimes?). So you make a date to a place where they have rope jumping. 

On that day, you cover Kiseop's eyes with a cloth all along the way to your destination. Even to the top floor where the rope jumping is and even when the instructor ask the both of you to put on the safety jacket and stuff, he's still doesn't know what's happening. Then you hugged him and asked him to untie the cloth. It took him a full minute to regain his sight back to normal and when he did you said "surprise...!" he's still in your arms and when he looked around you saw his face was getting paler and paler. You can see he's sweating coldly and you can feel his heartbeat pumping really fast. You called his name but no answer. You called him again..still nothing. Then you pulled his face to you. You look him straight in the eyes and said "I just wanted you to know that I will always be there for you. No matter what. Even in your greatest fear I will always be there for you. I'm doing this because I know I'm not good with words to say that I love you with all my heart. Instead I'll show you with these kind of thing. Hee. You're always in my heart Lee Kiseop and I'll do my very best to be always by your side. No matter what. I love you" still holding his face, you kissed him for the very first time on the lips and then the cheeks and lastly the forehead. You can feel that he's very shocked. so you hugged him as tightly as possible. 

And when returned your hug back, you looked at him and you can see that he's smiling and almost crying when he looked at you so dearly an because of that your hand moves by itself to touch his cheeks but in midway, Kiseop take your hand and kissed it and placed it on his cheeks. He said "I can't believe this but I think I've found you" he smiled and kissed you hands again and said "yeah.... I think I've finally found you.... And I love you too (your name). I love you very very much. But you don't have to go this far" 
"na'ah. You're chickening right? No way. I've brought you this far and we'll jump-" his finger shushed your lips "hey I didn't say I won't do this. I'll do it but only because of you" you smiled and hugged him and said "okay" happily. 

So the both are you listened to what the instructor said and he ties the rope on to the both of you. Both of you hugged each other and when the instructor was counting backwards starting for five... four... "I love you always (your name) three... "I love you too.. always Lee Kiseop" two..... One! 

You both jumped and were screaming out crazily specially Kiseop and you can hear him scream "ARRGGHH I... LOVE... YOU... ( YOUR NAME )!! I.. WISH WE COULD BE TOGETHER... FOREVERR!!" and you smiled with tears in your eyes. 

Now that both of you really do love each other after all. Even in his busy schedule he still manage to find sometime for you because he will always love you too :)

my little life after final exam

so yeah here i am posting again. it's just that i want to type it when its still fresh in my mind. it'll be suck if i forgot everything detailed =_="

3rd April 2012

this was the day where we called it "Cousins Only Hangout Day!" and this was where one of my cousin who works at Johor finally came back to us for a short 10 days break from work. i guess he's been very busy meeting his family and friends since then. when he's with us , it's his 8th day with his family. i said to him that we would hangout on the day before but due to some sickness i postponed the event. lol.

i woke up early during that day (well since i'm the driver i have to get ready much more earlier than them). so my passengers for the day were my sister and my lovely cuzzy, Jue. then we picked Alie up from his house where we kinda late i guess :P and head on to Center Point. when we're on our way, we suddenly talked about our other cousin who's in town which is our big Rajip. so we give him a call and thankfully he's already there. all we need to do was meet up.

finally we arrived. safely parked on the 6th floor because it's much more freely there rather than those floors below it. when we're on our way to the lift, Alie said he wanted to meet his girlfriend because she's there and was like "hey this is a NO girlfriend/boyfriend allowed" and he was like "it will be just a min". so yeah he did meet up with his girl TWO times and to be honest i don't like his girl but yeah who am i to judge.

first of all we were really hungry except for Rajip because he already ate with his friends. we ate at KFC yeah finger lickin' good.. i really like that rather than so G-double O-D good -.- ordered our food and took a sit wherever Jue and Rajip picked. while we're eating my mom and Nuar came to meet Alie. Nuar wanted to stay with us but mom have to bring him back home because he' sick. poor him.

Next destination, the kBox (short for karaoke box which mean a karaoke room?). i met my LONG LOST tuition friend. well not that lost its just that we haven't met for a very long time. Man or Rahman. who's a year younger than me but bigger than me. yeah i'm really small. compare me to my cousins from my mother's side including my 9-year-old cousin.... I AM VERY SMALL. I'M A DWARF WHEN I'M AROUND THEM *clears throat* but yeah even though i'm small, i'm big in heart :P back to Rahman, yup met him and paid a room for us for two hours to sing. you bet we sing our heart out. haha. and the most Romantic song? no i mean a very feeling song? it was Rajip's. and guess what? the title is Feelings  LOL xD we kinda like mock him with that song but he said that was his dad's song. so we kinda shut up? NO friggin' way. haha. after two hours almost end, i asked my sis to top up for our time for thirty minutes. it was that they were like "hey wasn't this supposed to end? i saw the time was about six minutes left.. why is this still playing?" i guess until now they never knew :P well at least we had fun ^^

after that, we bought a phone/key-chain. mine, as always, it has to be a Domo and it's cute x3 and we bought ice cream! my favorite dessert. mine was banana tropicana like always *nyummmmmmmm!* then we're trying to find a phone cover for Jue and me. we kinda walked a lot that day and it was very tiring and the result? we end up with buying nothing. dang~ so yeah we head home safely by sending Rajip first, then Alie and lastly ourselves Aein, Jue and me.

from left to right: Rajip, Jue, Alie, me, Aein and Nuar. this was the only pic we got. well we have videos of us singing but why would you wanna see that right? LOL

4th April 2012

i guess this was my very busy day because for the whole day i've been a driver for my sister and brother and at the same time trying to find a job at 1Borneo because it's closer to my house. 

first on the list, send my sister to Suria because it was her friend's birthday so they wanna celebrate it. then Jue and me headed to 1Borneo right away. when we arrive, first things first, food. we're hungry. so we ate at McDonalds. enjoyed our food and now come the search. first stop, Times Bookstore. because of my passion to books, i wanna be closer to them. so yup we went there and i was all nervous head-to-toe because it was my first time to find a job. we entered the bookstore but neither one of us are brave enough to talk to the cashier. so we were kinda like acting like we're searching for books but actually we're not >.< then suddenly my mom called saying that Nuar finished his school early that day. so we were like "let them do the talk after we picked them up" "yeah. i guess that's good idea" LOL us xD

kinda drive fast that noon because my brother might be alone so i kinda afraid that something might happened to yeah i drove fast that day. done picking him up, back on track to picked Aein up. she was kinda sad because she had to leave early than her friends. so i said to them that we're going to 1Borneo and i'll treat them lunch right after finding shops that have vacancy. when we arrived, we went directly to Times and let Nuar do the talk. end up with a No Vacancy. i was like "rejection.... my first job rejection...." LOL. then head up to Adidas. thankfully they did have a lot of vacancy but the problem was that the management doesn't want a person who wears hijab. one of the worker said if they want you, then you have to write a letter saying that you can't open your hijab. i was like do i have to do that? can't they just let me in for the job? i asked what kind of job they need and can i have full-time or part-time. i could get both but still the hijab thing. *sigh* but still i gave them my number because she said she would let me know if i'm applied right after she asked the management that am i in or not. 

still i didn't gave up hope, i went to Harris but i didn't asked them a thing because to me, it seems very full with workers. then Nike, Quicksilver, Padini, Parkson, Muultibake, Kaison, Cotton On, etc. end  up with none. right after that we had lunch. again. poor sister and brother. after they gain theri energy again, we went to phone shops. Samsung included but didn't asked a thing because the shop was small and why would they need more workers right? then off to GSC to ask the same question again. but the person thought we were playing around because Nuar was busy asking about the movies. *sigh* so yeah that was when i finally gave up searching and we went to buy some drinks and fruits to eat. and then last stop, we're stopping to a phone accessories shop. i bought devil-devil from that shop and finally head home. 

cute isn't it? x3 oh and that's the phone/key-chain that i bought in Center Point

P.S: the Adidas worker texted me saying that they're sorry and ask me to find another job :( *tsk tsk*

5th April 2012
 i just wanna post some pics for today. hee. enjoy :D

this is Yuyu. short for Rohayu because she was found at Rohayu restaurant and from this pic she was standing to reach my DomoDomo xD she's adorable ain't she? :3

this is Special. we called him that because of his legs?or fingers? notice his legs/fingers.. a normal cat would have 4 fingers from their paws but not Special. that's why he's Special :)

and lastly, this is Rainbow. she's weird when it comes to cuddling because when you sit on the floor, she'll do all the best she can to get under your legs. like a hole or something. weird right? 

i guess that's all for todayy. toodles~ 

Monday, 2 April 2012

what's done is done

alhamdulillah. finally my final exam is over. came back home with a big smile :) oh! my cats and rabbits are happy to see me as soon as i get off from the car. right after my i put off my stuff in the house, i came and greet them one by one. anywayy. our cat named July has a kitty!! she's adorable with her very blur face :3 and ohmaigosh! we have a quadruplet of baby rabbits! still both kitten and baby rabbits doesn't have their name yet. maybe someday they will :)

oh and to my dear friends, gangsterlicous and those who know me, i will miss you guys! for this 2months of holiday, i guess there will be more stories to tell :D

Zera and Sherry were not here when we took this pic. both of them had to get home right after paper. btw, even though i was kinda stressed out about our last paper and i kinda cry but when it comes to cameras, i'll smile to it as long as i can. if i'm strong enough, i'd let it go. but when it's not, here comes the rain again :P

 anyway, what's done is done. so yeah. our paper is done. whatever i write on the answering booklet will be it. for now, all i can do is pray and tawakal. may Allah help me with the results. oh and i guess i was kinda hurt when you know the person you admire (and who said he admired you too) has his own girl now (who's also a friend of mine). i wish may god bless their relationship and hopefully this time they would have a great relationship. who knows they might even end up getting married to each other right? it's okay. it's just that i have to stay strong to see them together then. lol. but yeahh a girl got to do what a girl got to do :) 
life moves on. it never turns back. appreciate what you have now and never regret what the past had done to you because the past makes you stronger and more tougher than before who you are now. just ignore what people saying stuff to or about you. because they are the fire that will cause you to break down. the more you listen to them, the more hurt you'll be. so yeah just ignore them. nothing's good when it comes to mr. d.e.v.i.l. right? oh and don't keep it to your hearts. just say it out loud or sing it out loud if you're too stressed about it okay? i guess that is all for tonight. toodles~