For these past few days holiday mood was seriously in my blood. I didn't do my chemistry homework. I didn't study for my upcoming tests. Grr what the heck is wrong with me?!!! I keep on pushing my work for tomorrow and so on. Look what happened now? I'm panicking. I can't validate my courses because of myself. Forgetting everything that must needed to be done. Now I'm making more stuff for me to do.

Sometimes I wanna scold my bad side. Anyway, I'm posting this as a warning to myself. To remind me what I must do for this semester. Can't i just hit myself? Sigh

omoo~ do you know when there are some songs that made your made your heart tingles and you can feel the emotion of the songs? yup. this is one of them. at first i heard this in class when Pika/Ika was introducing i'm guessing it's Ika's blog. this song came out. i kinda ignored it because i was too focused on my chemistry. then, after a while ago, i searched "u kiss" on YouTube and this vid was the first to show up. since i really like Dongho, i went up to check about his group cuz i never really heard about them. haa. and it's all because of Maknae Rebellion. he's a cute guy who's really really young and it's impossible to ignore. well for me i guess. but still, he is young and OMG i wanna pinch his cheeks! haha

before i start saying anything, i wanted to say sorry to the person i'm talking about. i'm not sure whether that person would read this or not but i hope that person would understand a little bit about me.

uh... damn i don't know how to start this. em actually, deep in my deepest and most darkest heart, i like you. i wanted to talk to you like i always do. but due to personal reason, i'm actually avoiding you because i don't want to give you hope. but still, i'll always try my best to talk to you. bit by bit.

a little about me is that i can be close to guys if i never know their real feelings towards me. i'll play with them, talk to them, argue with them etc. etc. because the more i know about it, the more hard it would be for me to talk to you unless you talk to me first. same goes to texting. i never text a person unless i have to.

anyway, i'm gonna write it short because i'm out of ideas right after something happened a moment ago. i think i'm gonna shout it out hoping you would hear this. lol okay.. ready..

DEAR ___________,
ACTUALLY I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU BUT I DON'T WANT TO SHOW IT BECAUSE I AM __________ TO __________. BUT SINCE YOU ___________ ME, I GUESS THAT WAS FOR THE BEST THEN. I HOPE YOU'RE DOING FINE WITH YOURSELF AND BE HAPPY LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. THANK YOU AND I'M SORRY!!!

 
yaww~~ haha this is for my dear Fatya Fatyn who've asked me about this this afternoon right after we had lunch. since she asked, so i decided to make a tutorial for her and to those who would want this too. this is my first tutorial so please bear with me if i did something wrong. anyway, if you have any question just ask. i wont bite ;3

1. click Layout > Add a Gadget Javascript/HTML
2. copy all this code below and paste it on the Javasricpt/HTML

<div class="widget"><h4></h4> <div class="textwidget"><p style="text-align: justify;"><script type="text/javascript">

/***********************************************
* Display time of last visit script- by JavaScriptKit.com
* This notice MUST stay intact for use
* Visit JavaScript Kit at http://www.javascriptkit.com/ for this script and more
***********************************************/

var days = 730; // days until cookie expires = 2 years.
var lastvisit=new Object();
var firstvisitmsg="Welcome if this is your first time visiting Meena Kaulitz's blog!";
lastvisit.subsequentvisitmsg="Thank you for visiting my blog. Your last visit was on <b>[displaydate]</b>";

lastvisit.getCookie=function(Name){
var re=new RegExp(Name+"=[^;]+", "i");
if (document.cookie.match(re))
return document.cookie.match(re)[0].split("=")[1];
return'';
}

lastvisit.setCookie=function(name, value, days){
var expireDate = new Date();

var expstring=expireDate.setDate(expireDate.getDate()+parseInt(days));
document.cookie = name+"="+value+"; expires="+expireDate.toGMTString()+"; path=/";
}

lastvisit.showmessage = function() {
var wh = new Date();
if (lastvisit.getCookie("visitc") == "") {
lastvisit.setCookie("visitc", wh, days);
document.write(firstvisitmsg);
}

else {
var lv = lastvisit.getCookie("visitc");
var lvp = Date.parse(lv);
var now = new Date();
now.setTime(lvp);
var day = new Array("Sun", "Mon", "Tues", "Wed", "Thur", "Fri", "Sat");
var month = new Array ("Jan", "Feb", "Mar", "Apr", "May", "Jun", "Jul", "Aug", "Sep", "Oct", "Nov", "Dec");
var dd = now.getDate();
var dy = now.getDay();
dy = day[dy];
var mn = now.getMonth();
mn = month[mn];
yy = now.getFullYear();
var hh = now.getHours();
var ampm = "AM";
if (hh >= 12) {ampm = "PM"}
if (hh >12){hh = hh - 12};
if (hh == 0) {hh = 12}
if (hh < 10) {hh = "0" + hh};
var mins = now.getMinutes();
if (mins < 10) {mins = "0"+ mins}
var secs = now.getSeconds();
if (secs < 10) {secs = "0" + secs}
var dispDate = dy + ", " + mn + " " + dd + ", " + yy + " " + hh + ":" + mins + ":" + secs + " " + ampm
document.write(lastvisit.subsequentvisitmsg.replace("\[displaydate\]", dispDate))
}

lastvisit.setCookie("visitc", wh, days);

}

lastvisit.showmessage();


</script><br />
<script>
function GetCookie (name) {
var arg = name + "=";
var alen = arg.length;
var clen = document.cookie.length;
var i = 0;
while (i < clen) {
var j = i + alen;
if (document.cookie.substring(i, j) == arg)
return getCookieVal (j);
i = document.cookie.indexOf(" ", i) + 1;
if (i == 0) break;
}
return null;
}
function SetCookie (name, value) {
var argv = SetCookie.arguments;
var argc = SetCookie.arguments.length;
var expires = (argc > 2) ? argv[2] : null;
var path = (argc > 3) ? argv[3] : null;
var domain = (argc > 4) ? argv[4] : null;
var secure = (argc > 5) ? argv[5] : false;
document.cookie = name + "=" + escape (value) +
((expires == null) ? "" : ("; expires=" + expires.toGMTString())) +
((path == null) ? "" : ("; path=" + path)) +
((domain == null) ? "" : ("; domain=" + domain)) +
((secure == true) ? "; secure" : "");
}
function DeleteCookie (name) {
var exp = new Date();
exp.setTime (exp.getTime() - 1);
var cval = GetCookie (name);
document.cookie = name + "=" + cval + "; expires=" + exp.toGMTString();
}
var expDays = 30;
var exp = new Date();
exp.setTime(exp.getTime() + (expDays*24*60*60*1000));
function amt(){
var count = GetCookie('count')
if(count == null) {
SetCookie('count','1')
return 1
}
else {
var newcount = parseInt(count) + 1;
DeleteCookie('count')
SetCookie('count',newcount,exp)
return count
}
}
function getCookieVal(offset) {
var endstr = document.cookie.indexOf (";", offset);
if (endstr == -1)
endstr = document.cookie.length;
return unescape(document.cookie.substring(offset, endstr));
}
</script>
<script>
document.write("You have visited Meena Kaulitz's blog <b>" + amt() + "</b> times. Thank you. Please come again! :D")
</script></p>
</div></div>

*the ones I've highlighted in red color are the words you can customize :)

3. lastly, Save & View

credits to WhiteyMommy

i hope this would work. happy editing ^^

dear friends (Wanee/Izza/Ika/Pika/Fatyn/Ewa/Zera/Sherry) and all to those who read my blog, if you're a fan of cute things or clothes, be sure to scroll down after you read this post. it's a MUST SEE pics f you're a fan of them ^^

short trivia : it's originally from Korea. all these items are US$30 (postage not included), i saw Minah from Girl's Day wore one this clothes (hey! she has the same name as mine. her full name is Bang Minah and mine is Siti Aminah P. haa~ plus, she's adorable too). anyway, enjoy yourself :D




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